who am i?

this is a journey to mental clarity and happiness i have spent my whole life struggling mentally and have battled with my weight as a result  i have reached a point in my life where my life feels  stagnant i need a change emotionally and physically  im tired of being unhappy i am on a quest to make things better or to learn to embrace who i am and the hand i was dealt i use writing as an outlet this will be te place i post my feelings for me and who ever wants to be part of the change maybe we can learn together