New years resolution

Some may say why wait for the new year to make a change? I say why not new year new me I needed the whole year to figure out what really needs to happen in my life resolutions are not always lose weight and things of that nature it could be anything i know i have a lot that needs to change it took  4 years to realize that a relationship I'm in is poisonous and when i look in the mirror i don't recognize myself from all the damage i allowed this person to cause.This year the new me will walk away once and for all i need to learn to love me first so then i can recognize what real love looks like it shouldn't hurt like this but i dont ever remember feeling love except from my kids and especially as a kid my first step has been to space myself from that person to make it less painful we all know good or bad when love ends it hurts second step walk away no goodbye no talking just walking